first day

first day of working is really... smth new to me... first day of working im ask to come out a Marketing strategy... and im ask to meet up client in Kepong....... really tired......and it's smth new to me..... got to learn more and got to work hard to get more $$$$$$ i can do it!!!!!

-c a r t-

My First post

Wonder why i name this as First post? well.. is the first post of my New HP NetBook....... after 1 yr of my Tablet lappy now is Netbook... to be honest.... sucks.... just the advantage is light the rest..... small and so hard to see...... i don really like it.... if travel of coz better la...!!!

anyway... im entering to the materialistic world soon.. is real soon..... after grad not even 1 week i found my job and im going to work on this coming WED....... seriously is WED.....!!! but good i dowan to slack around and wasting my time.. i wan to achieve my dream.! today went interview and at nite got their call! efficiency lo!

i got no time to go back visit my gran ma visit my parents and my god parents.... sigh... plan to go back tomorrow morning but end up got a call from them said got to work in WED... so i cant do anything...!!!! just wait for the right time go back hometown !!!!

-c a r t-

Pre Graduate

Im not official grad yet as result not yet release so is just PRE... hahaha!!! but wish me luck that i can really pass my stage...... im in the working world now, but previously work as freelance, part time, and contract base job..... i do learn smth from there... and monday interview hope tht interview can give me wat i wan...!!!! pray hard..... and one more job offer me with a better benefits but..... i dowan my starting life just to sit in the office.....so considering..!!!!

But... at the same time..... i dunno wat i wan to do now as during exam i told myself i got to do this do tht after my exam done... but now... i sit and think... i forgotten wat i wan to do..... shit lo...!!!!
anyway looking forward for a short trip soon as no time and no $ for me.. im broke, and i need to declare to bank soon!!! ha ha h a

Just wonder why i don have tht excited feeling that im actually grad and i just felt sad or smth... and yet i felt is just a normal routine that wat im doing now...! kind da weird.. i see my fren happily enjoy and celebrate but i just...NTH... mayb clubbing marathon consider my celebration but not with my coll frens is with my gang.... kind da weird hah ha h a

Anyway recently found out this song, is an old song and sang by Oasis but now Boyce Avenue re-sing tht song ....... recall back my youth time with tht song!



-c a r t-

天真 Naive

nice song!! lyrics awesome ha ha !!! the lyrics inside do mention tht " finally she is awake from being naive" ya i think most of the ppl do come across this stage before... hahah but im awake since few years back!!!!!!!! and to my darlin Eunice....... u know wat i wan to tell u la!!!

-c a r t-

Happy Father's Day

Dear Daddy,

Happy Father's day to u ...... dunno u can manage to read this or not but i would like to tell my frens here that u are my best dad .......... love u so much !!! although sometimes im bad sometimes in naught and every bad temper towards u but im here to say sorry and forgive me...!

Thanks for everything that u gave me, things tht u educate me... i know im not a good boy to u but i will try my best to be one ! thanks for ya house that u bought for me and thanks for the car that u gave me, whenever i need helps u will be there... thanks!!!! and whatever things that i wan u will try to get it for me.. thanks alot dad! dunno how long i can repay all the things that u spend and waste on me.......

Happy Father's day again to u ... Love ya!

-c a r t-

Take my love trough the nite!

Love this song so much... thanks to someone sent me this song.. hahaha :P
is an old song!

-c a r t-

Impossible!!!

I remember years ago someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love, I did, I did
And you were strong and I was not, my illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot, I did

And now when all is done, there is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won, you can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now, shout it from the roof top
Write it on the skyline, all we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy and my heart is broken
All my scars are open, tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible, impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard, falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts, I know, I know
Thinking all you need is there, building faith on love is worst
Empty promises will wear, I know (I know)
And know when all is gone, there is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now, shout it from the roof top
Write it on the skyline, all we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy and my heart is broken
All my scars are open, tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible, impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible, impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

I remember years ago someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love, I did

Tell them all I know now, shout it from the roof top
Write it on the skyline, all we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy and my heart is broken
All my scars are open, tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible, impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible, impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love, I did

I know is abit...... obsolete but ... stil awesome to me.. haha!!

-c a r t-

distraction in my mind!!!!

Recently...... im stress with my final exam........ this is a normal routine for students.. and im old enough to become a student.... and yet i still wan to become a students... ha h ah a..... planning for my Master now but......... got to think twice izzit really helpful for me.....izzit worth going for Master? and im really old enough to become a student... sigh.!!!!!!

But of coz... after my exam i got to work st8 away as 2 companies are waiting for me ( hope they still wan me la..) ha ha ha.... but i wan to travel around and rest.. the point is i need $$$ i need alot $$ to settle my house..., sigh!!!! now i know the burden when u have ur own house! pressure.........

Dad keep asking me where i wanna go for holiday but i just dunno how to answer him....... i just told him..... don plan to go anywhere yet! but i wish i can go Aust or Canada to visit frens and cousin......!!!

After Exam i still need to go Ikea, and some Art shop to check out lots of things........and again dunno how much i need to spend on this shopping this time.... sigh... Money is everything now!

I need to work extra hard to achieve my dream before im 30 years old....and i know is hard but i just need to do it......others can do it and Carter also can do it!!!!!!!!!!!! ha ha ha too over confidence ad... later i canot do it than Gone Case! this is part of the motivation for myself le...!!!!
if i really success in this, and im totally out from Msia and stay away from all the " fake" all the " plastic" all the " pigs" all the " wannabe" all the " politics" ........... but i just need time and $$$ to achieve my dream!!!!!!!

sigh... time to sleep la.. hopefully i can sleep well tonite... as i dunno why i cant get a good nite sleep after i move in to this house..............

-c a r t-

Brand new house!

Finally i move into my new house in D'sara la...!!!! after so long i din get to online and finally i can online and post....!! haha... but recently im busying with my house things where now i know that alot things need to settle after u move in to new house.... really ALOT..... internet la... Alarm systems, Astro... and more....and now i need to wash my own clothes , clean the whole house.... and cook!!! gosh... really alot task!!!!!! but i kind da enjoy it now coz it's still new..... wait for few months i can sure i will call maid every weekend...!! ahha

I actually putting alot effort in this house where can said 80% of this house is under my control and i need to take 80% of the responsibilities and it's actually very very tired and stress...... even a small matter also i need to handle by my own....!!!!

I'm sick for the last weekend and now im recovered but then during tht moment... i still need to settle TM net... AStro and more...... but after all i got my own nice room to sleep is worth it!!!!!

Still planing to throw a party in my house but wonder should i make it big or just a small party bash???? coz financial problem... hahah!!!!

End of this month im free......and guess i will start working once i done my final exam... i need $$ to go for my graduation holiday!!!!! dunno where but still planing!!!! i wan to have a 100% stress free holiday and relax till the max!!!!!

- c a r t-