Times fly as i work in this company almost 6 mths and probation period end soon. things change day by day hours by hours and i need to cope with it every mins i take and i breathe. Working in this company is really awesome, but yet politics and stress still there and waiting for u to "entertain" you. everyday my thinking is to settle everything i need to be done by today and thinking must set to " positive" mode.
Everyday wake up i will tell myself a brand new day a brand new start, change stress, n worries into a challenge for myself in order to polish and build my performance.
I see my upper level really stress out with work load, at once i pity them but the other way round i admire them coz they are " super women", i really need to learn from them and alot more things i need to learn from them too, ppl tend to tell me working is not about learning if wanna learn go back to Uni and learn but to me working is half way learning half way performing and abit of observation will helps. i hope watever things that im doing right now are really in the right track.
' NEVER TOO OLD TO LEARN " this phrase is from my director and she gave it to me, i'm happy to have " super women" as my boss as she really lead me , teach me , guide me into the right way of solving problems.
BUT.... expectation from her and my MD must be high towards me ( I doubt) but of coz must be serious in working. im just worry i cant deliver wat they wan from me and disappoint them .
- c a r t-
