Stupid In Love!! we must learn from mistake!!!

This is Brandy’s version… but I personally prefer Rihanna version…. More feeling inside coz of… C.Brown.. hahaha this song eventually written by Ne-yo… … humph wonder why recently Ne-yo keep on writing songs for Rihanna….. hahahah Scandal?? LOL………

This is Rihanna Version….. I heart this version a lot… hahaha

Mm, stupid in love, oh, stupid in love, hm

Let me tell you something
Never, have I ever, been a size ten in my whole life
I let the engine running, I just came to see
What you would do if I gave you a chance to make things right?
So made it, even though Katy told me that this will be
Nothing but a waste of time and she was right, um
Don’t understand it but on your hands
Is still you insist on repeatedly trying to tell me lies
And I just don’t know why, oh

This is stupid, I'm not stupid
Don't talk to me like I'm stupid (in love)
I still love you but I just can't do this
I may be dumb but I'm not stupid

My new nickname is you idiot (such an idiot)
Um, that’s what my friends are calling you
When they see me I lean into my phone
They're telling me let go, he is not the one
I thought I saw your potential, I guess that’s what made me dumb
He don’t want it, not like you want it, scheming and cheating
Oh girl why do you waste your time? You know he ain't right
They're telling me this, I don’t wanna listen
But you insist on repeatedly trying to tell me lies
And I just don’t know why

This is stupid, I'm not stupid
Don’t talk to me like I'm stupid (in love)
I still love you but I just can't do this
I may be dumb but I'm not stupid

Trying to make this work but you act like a jerk
Silly of me to keep holding on, oh
But the dust can't resolve, you don’t know what you've lost
And you won't realize till I'm gone, gone, gone
That I was the one, which one of us is really dumb?

Oh, no, no, no, I'm not stupid in love

This is stupid, I'm not stupid (no no no)
Don’t talk to me like I'm stupid (like I'm stupid)
I still love you but I just can't do this (I just can't do this but)
I may be dumb but I'm not stupid

I may be dumb but I'm not stupid in love

[ this song is to tell some people out there who think im a stupid jerk..... "I’M NOT STUPID UNTILL TODAY"…….if u think I’m a stupid ass hole, this song tell out all….. keep it up with ya Fake mask to get ppl’s attention……JERK!!!!!!! i'm happy with my life now!! just get ya bloody ass out of my life! ]

-c a r t-

H A T E U............yes is U

This Remix is nice... hahahhaa too bad so late i cant blast this... mayb tomolo ..!! LOL i can't wait to hate u make u pain like i do.. wow!!!!!


Once upon a time
We swore not to say goodbye
Something got a hold of
us and we changed
Then you sat alone and pried
And I sat at home and cried
How'd our fairytale just
end up this way

We went
Round for round
Til we knocked love down
We were layin in the ring
Now making a sound
And if that's a
metaphor of you and I
Why is it so hard to say goodbye

I can't wait to hate you
Make you pain like I do
Still can't shake you oh
I can't wait to break thru
These emotional changes
Seems like such a lost cost
I can't wait phase you
Break you down so low
there's no place left to go
I can't wait to hate you

This was a love phenomenon
No one could explain
And I wish I could press reset
And feel that feeling again
I sit and press rewind
And watch us every night
Wanna pause it
But I can't make it stay
(Just gotta let it play)

We went
Round for round
Til we knocked love down
We were layin in the ring
Now making a sound
And if that's a
metaphor of you and I
Why is it so hard to say goodbye

I can't wait to hate you
Make you pain like I do
Still can't shake you oh
I can't wait to break thru
These emotional changes
Seems like such a lost cost
I can't wait phase you
Break you down so low
there's no place left to go
I can't wait to hate you

No need to call me phone
I changed my number today
And matter fact
I think I'm moving away
Sorry, the frustration's
Got me feeling that way
And I just keep having
One last thing to say

I just wanna hold you
Touch you, Feel you
Be near you, I miss you
Baby baby baby
I'm tired of tryna fake thru
But there's nothing I can do
Boy I can't wait to hate you

I can't wait to hate you
Make you pain like I do
Still can't shake you oh
I can't wait to break thru
These emotional changes
Seems like such a lost cost
I can't wait phase you
Break you down so low
there's no place left to go
I can't wait to hate you
(I can't wait to H.A.T.E.U.)

-c a r t-

This is the Anniversary........

http://scandal-ing.blogspot.com/2008/11/very-sad-incident.html

Happy Anniversary to myself..... LOL...

Ok wat kind da anniversary is tht? just click the link above u will know.!

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it's officially 1 yr, my housemate Mr. Kelvin Soo who is The One Student in Sunway staying in PJS9 Still..... and from K. K! who stole my car on the 13 of Nov..... where tht time is my first paper in Sunway coll... and my sis in HK tht time.... im all alone in KL.... and this stupid idiot KelVin Soo...... stole my car and act like nth happen......... yet now i still saw him in Pyramid and sunway walk around... kind da pist when i saw him feel like wanna wheck him but he's trying to avoide me as well.......his GF is so fucking bitch, give me tht fucking bitch look when pass by me........

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HELLO GIRL.. UR BF STOLE MY CAR AND PICK U GOT SHOPPING AND SEND U EVERYWHERE... u still give me the fucking bitch look??? ur pussy itchy izzit?? ask kelvin to settle for u la.....!!!! im here to tell u u are NOT PRETTY AND CUTE at all ok... pls don think u are pretty... YUCKS 1 word for u!!!

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FYI: his gf is actually from Indonesia... and trying to ask she is Local and give me all the fucking bitch look and act innocent when she know tht Kelvin actually stole my car to pick her...!

Coincident, i met her in Pyramid last 2 days, she is with her frens and she bump to me and again.. HELL LOOK..............!!!!

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Why do ppl actually did smth wrong but they jst dowan to admit and dowan to change??? rather than just keep it and take it as a strength? weird....... this is a weakness my girl and Kelvin... if im cruel enough u Kelvin ad in Jail.. u know JAIL...... for 7 yrs!!!!!! and now u give me hell look as if im the 1 who did smth wrong!!!!!! BITCH

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I get back my car after 10 days, when he eventually park my car outside neighbour's house...... stupid ppl !! no brain.......... but go that i get back my car..............

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Times fly so fast...... ad 1 yr!!!! this is a very unforgettable day for me... alot things happen this day.!!!! exam, lost my car.... can know who is ur real frens when im facing prob... who come out and give me a hand...... i remember all this!!!!

-c a r t-

Another Chris Brown!

Crawl.....

I guess this song he wrote to Rihanna?? humph....
I love tht part where.... we crawl than we walk and run and we jump than we fly... wow... so nice!!!

everybody sees it’s you.
I’m the one that lost the view.
Everybody says we’re through.
I hope you haven’t said it too.

So where do we go from here,
With all this fear in our eyes?
And, where can love take us now?
We’ve been so far down.
We can still touch the sky.

If we crawl
‘til we can walk again
Then we’ll run
Until we’re strong enough to jump.
Then we’ll fly
Until there is no end.
So let’s crawl, crawl, crawl
Back to love.
Yeah, back to love, yeah.

Why did I change the pace?
Hearts were never meant to race.
Always felt the need for space.
And now I can’t reach your face.

So where are you standing now?
Are you in the crowd of my faults?
Love, can’t you see my hand?
I need one more chance.
We can still have it all.

So we’ll crawl
‘til we can walk again.
Then we’ll run
Until we’re strong enough to jump.
Then we’ll fly
Until there is no end
So let’s crawl, crawl, crawl
Back to love.
Yeah, back to love, yeah.

Everybody sees it’s you.
Well I never wanna lose that view.

So we’ll crawl
‘til we can walk again.
Then we’ll run
Until we’re strong enough to jump.
Then we’ll fly
Until there is no end.
So let’s crawl, crawl, crawl.

So we’ll crawl
‘til we can walk again.
Then we’ll run
Until we’re strong enough to jump.
Then we’ll fly
Until there is no end.
So let’s crawl, let’s crawl, let’s crawl
Back to love.

-c a r t-

Stop Crying Your Heart out........

wow.... amazing... Awesome... her album is really nice.. alot songs tht i love..... she really KENG!!
As the stars ad faded away.......... ... wow..... so nice! ya things changed everyday.. world is spinning every min.... must find a way to get a new life and change time by time..... else will be left out one day! although smth tht cant be forget but no matter how still need to put it down.. coz tht's ad a history or memory for us! there is lots more things in the world we need to see future to live but not keeping all the past to workout and live! here again.. everyone do have their past, ups and downs, but if possible just let it go.... IF la..!!! Appreciate every min every moment now... enjoy life but not enjoy being left out or smth...( humph i felt im kind da uncle to talk about tis.. but i really appreciate my life now coz i see alot ups and downs, wat i have been thru is really a lesson for me..... so do learn from ya mistake.)

Stop crying and move on! muacks ppls!

Hold up... hold on... don't be scared,
You'll never change what's been and gone.
May your smile... Shine on...
Don't be scared,
Your destiny may keep you warm.

Cos all of the stars have faded away,
Just try not to worry,
You'll see them some day.
Take what you need,
And be on your way,
And stop crying your heart out.

Get up... Come on... why you scared?
You'll never change what's been and gone.

Cos all of the stars have faded away,
Just try not to worry,
You'll see them some day.
Take what you need,
And be on your way,
And stop crying your heart out.

Cos all of the stars have faded away,
Just try not to worry,
You'll see them some day.
Just take what you need,
And be on your way,
And stop crying your heart out.

When all of the stars were faded away,
Just try not to worry,
You'll see us some day.
Just take what you need,
And be on your way,
And stop crying your heart out.

Stop crying your heart out. (3x)

-c a r t-

recently kind da like Chris Brown songs

I can transform ya...... transform $ and nice car for me pls... hahaha

My Bloody Valentine!

Enjoy the Bloody Valentine !

-c a r t-

exam mood!!

sorry for the late update... really got no time to update.. coz ever since last month my doily routine is wake up than coll than nite back home sleep and next morning wake up than library or coll do assign!!! really really..... headache!

During Exam week..... im sick...... at first is just nth i though just normal flu but din know after few days is a terrible H1N1... LOL jk la... i just fever and flu sore throat !!! throat pain untill.... so suffer. untill today still the same but then fever gone la... just FLu lo!!! SHINGZ!!!!

First day paper... AMC..... well i guess is ok for me....

Second paper..... MPS... i pray tp god hope i can pass... even my lecturer also can see our sad face!!!! 2 hours need to write 2 questions and each question need to write 3 to 4 pages which stand 20 marks for each question.. honestly to tell u guys.. i only write 1 and half page.. i dunno wat to talk!! totally............. dunno how.. sigh

Third day paper: surprisingly AMR all come out past year paper but then thing is..... need to write 15 question, gosh..... means have to remember all the topic... so do u think i can memories all the topic?? so i spot question but STILL....... i did 7 questions then i out from the hall . coz tht hall is like winter hall!!! cold untill all the student brain freeze! hahaha again pray hard i can pass

now last paper is on 18 Nov. but im so chilling now... ... sigh.... wish i can study coz i really dunno any thing about RMI at all!!!!! need ppl to help and ask but i dunno and not close with the RMI frens... felt awk when ask them... sure they will ask who are u wor??? hhahaa


Exam week are really killing me....... soon monash and sunway library is my second room lo.!!! ahahaha

ANyway im here to wish all the VU ppl or other frens who finished their exam... HAPPY HOLIDAY TO U GUYS! ENJOY TO THE MAX MAN!!!!!

-c a r t-

stay tune for the Anniversary

Dear frens, stay tune for anniversary on 13th nov... ahhah!!! but guess some ppl ad know wat is tht.... kind da potong stim ad...!!! hahaha!


-c a r t-

A song that i love! i love the starting part!

This beautiful city seems empty. With all the ppl in the world, you can still feel lonely,wat's the point of having it at all without the person you love!



-c a r t -

Beyonce rocks...!! too bad her concert postpone!

I Dowan A Broken heart!
-c a r t-

Interesting Story to tell

Dear frens........ i know it might be abit Lame but i just wanna share with u guys........
Last week i went gym with my sis as usual... and got this Old Uncle..... who kind da old ad... for me he is like 50 end... but u know wat... here is the Interesting 1.... when i went to toilet and pee, this uncle folo me into the toilet and stand beside me and pee also ... as normal i don anything will happen also.. but u know wat... he just stand beside me and see me pee and see my " Little Cart"... gosh.. i give him Helll Look and said " Hello, wat the hell" to him than he also no reaction untill i finished pee..... gosh.. pressure..

After out from toilet... he just folo where i went .. i do this machine he just beside me... so untill i suspect ad i tell my sis... and my sis just grab me like her bf... than he don bother... folo and just at both of us..... i guess he very Abnormal.......

Than, i went to shower and sis keep telling me to becareful.. don get rape by uncle... LOL...... i went shower room and saw him looking around i guess he is looking for me.. than i quickly change to other cubical to shower luckily he din notice me... gosh.... safe!!!

After shower i went out to the counter and tell the worker there.. they ask me to notice if this things happen again... just grab him to the front desk... let him kena....

TODAY..... went gym as usual with sis and C C.... than suddenly saw a innocent guy sitting in the front desk counter... and looks very scare.. than i don bother anything la.. untill i went in the gym my fren told me to becareful coz " WOLF" is there and he just so call "rape" a innocent guy who sitting outside there..... he is just 18 years old ... pity la... dunno izzit his " first time" gave out ad... LOL

I wondering who is tht " wolf" ..... din know.... is tht stupid Old Uncle again... Mahai.. he so fucking desperate meh..... TFK in the Steam Room than he push tht Innocent boy and BLOWJOB for tht boy... oh my god.... YUCKS lo.. tht boy canot do anything as tht Uncle duno how to make tht boy canot move at all.... only scream... pity him..!!!

Finally, he get caught and im SAFE... hahaha no more ppl disturb me in the gym.... but hope he really Terminated from gym la... else i need to see him again.!!!!! hate to see his fucking horny face.....!!!!

Wonder how to TFK in Steam ROom... so hot there .... he really the man.... HAM SAP MAN!!!!!!

Pray hard he don appear in gym again, else he disturb me again i m so gonna kick his dick!

- c a r t-