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things that happen in Nov 2011

wow seems like ages i never update my blog, guess due to my workload and time constrained so i've no choice but to ignore my blog haha....1 more month we will have to say bye bye to 2011 and welcome 2o12... ( end of the world huh?) is time to set a brand new goal that need to achieve. things keep changing in year 2011 but cant compare to last year.. which is a real big huge change for me....anyhow no matter wat happen i stil have to look forward and over come it.

well....ever since Oct on wards im bz like bees.... 1 mth only step into gym like3 times? haha waste of $, event, concert, happy hour, OT, and so on........ my sickness still the same... not any better ... sigh when can this things over? suffer enough of tis.... hence i admit i've try my best to hide all my stress and problems when im back home but still i fail to do it, but now still trying very best to act normal even in career or other things. Back hometown saw a "master" and the first look he look at me and he told me... " be a happy go lucky person is good" always wear a smile on ya face. so is this means i manage to cover up all my stress? humph.. doubt tht.. haha

anyway , just wanna share some pictures here as a memory ......

White Xmas tree in the office...

Me and my mom after sis wedding dinner.....

my beloved sis and her husband..

all the Heng Taiz.....

dessert for the Heng Taiz.....

Jay Chou album in the house...

this is where i went during Hennessy Artistry..... Negeri Sembilan... TITI

Greyson Chance Live in KL Live

Pitbull PC...... btw guys ready for Pitbull concert??

my MD wrote this for me and ask me to attn some event... haha cute nya

Mr. Lim's Bday dinner in WIP. awesome food

Celebrating Michelle Bday in Plan B Bangsar....

-c a r t-

Aug and Sept 2011

it's been some time i never update , well honestly i'm bz with my work n my personal things. lately lots of things keep bugging me and also alot things keep bothering me. mood swing n swing due to all this but i have to stay strong n keep positive, else i dunno wat will happen to me.. hahah. got to save up money to fill up all my commitment..... this is LIFE>.. haha

Frens of mine ask me before, wat is the point of living in this world where she felt this world is nth to her, she don deserve to be here. things don work accordingly to wat she wan. i've no idea wat to tell her and comfort her but just tell her to see and think positive else another head line story in newspaper.. haha

Besides, sister engagement dinner last month and nth much about tht.... During this month, lots of open house to attend with my boss, which is a good time for me to know all my working partner and also others label ppl. im not a big fans of malay food.. so i not really enjoy but some malay food are really awesome.. ahhah

Warner + Universal + Sony Digital team

Ben_Ryan_Cart.... dinner in Ikea, where Ryan back from Spore

Joe Brooks EP

Sony pretty mama and pretty coll.. haha

i've nth to do during nite time and so traffic light casing for my Iphone n my BB

Back in hometown

Mooncake festival..... in BU

Miss this so much, my lovely buddies.

Hometown buddies in sis engagement dinner.

Avril- Wish you were here

Allergy really killss.....

ever since i back from Sepang Gold Coast and till today my allergy still not yet fully recover. been suffering for like 3 mths and yet till today im still facing the same prob. consulted few doctors and and finally decided to consult skin specialist.

Lesson learned that, whenever sand flies bite and must solve it ASAP don drag and tak ada apa. coz doctor said tht fucking sand flies' teeth stil inside my blood or IT's virus still inside running around my body. the worse is , it's fucking irritating with tht kind da feeling when u are actually working and having meeting with someone..... really............. Geram!!

everynite scratch non stop as i not awake im actually scratching my body when im sleeping and wake up in the morning , either bleeding or red spot. WTF man... how to see ppl la.....!!

this month my $$ all invested into doc, into specialist, and i need to start makan roti again!! ha ha ha.... save back my $ for other purposes.

beside, lately mayb due to aging...... my eye sight getting worse. just got myself a new pair glasses, and i have to wear it for like few weeks to get over it. ha ha look so nob but have no choice. everyday look at monitor, eye sight getting worse is just nth.

signing off.....

-c a r t-

I Pot Pot Picture.

Last month just got myself another phone, and im not a big fans of apple but yet have to use it coz of music, and iphone is a music phone or so called an "entertainment" phone where my BB can't support most of the apps.

July just passed and it's also one of the most bz month and yet fun too... ha ha.. concert non stop, and have to work during concert but i love and i enjoy it. it's smth new to me. Incubus, MTV world stage, David Archuleta concert all in 1 week.... i'm just................ TIRED>. ha ha but i really enjoy most of the time, and i get to see David for 2 days together with his tour manager and his father. i'm the production runner for the concert ( so called maid or PA for the production side), and i will be in the backstage most of the time....... from all the concert i learn alot of things, from PC, to interview, to transport arrangement, to sound check , hall check , and lots more. it's a good experience where not all ppl get the chance to feel it.

World Stage ( MTV) - Awesome concert where MTV got tht amount of $$ to spend on. ha ha saw Neon Tree in the hotel , 30 sec to mars in the hotel and DJ UTT in hotel as well..... wonderful. but i;ve no time to ask for photo with them... and yet i have to stay professional during my work. ha ha i know im lame but no choice....

beside, i'm sick right after David concert... lack of sleep lack of water..... end up.. all come at once. as usually the " Friend" that visit u.. hahha fever flu.... blah blah blah..!!! hate tht.

My allergy getting worse, wonder when only i wil get rid of all this itchiness and also felt irritating. just cant concentrate on work. fuck the sand bugs......... i not gonna step into Msia beach again....... i've spend alot of $ on medication lately....... all my saving ad gone into medicine... ha ha .. as ppl said " no ppl pls don fall sick" .

Below are some randoms picture that i took with iphone... nth much but just my daily routine in the office and also work and play.

-c a r t-

training in Sony

13 and 14 of july... colleague from HK came over here and give us training on all the software and i m so touch that she is so so friendly and willling to help out anything and everything. haha

A photo before she leaving back to HK. ( middle one is my boss) haha!

but yet today is not my day as well...... alot of error and mistake i did today!!! just..... don know why....... whole afternoon got no mood to work but have to think positive and motivate my self..!!!!!!

I JUST WANNA SCREAM........LOL.. hahaha but just wanna release my stress here only.. nth much...!!!!

-c a r t -

July Updates

Times fly as i work in this company almost 6 mths and probation period end soon. things change day by day hours by hours and i need to cope with it every mins i take and i breathe. Working in this company is really awesome, but yet politics and stress still there and waiting for u to "entertain" you. everyday my thinking is to settle everything i need to be done by today and thinking must set to " positive" mode.

Everyday wake up i will tell myself a brand new day a brand new start, change stress, n worries into a challenge for myself in order to polish and build my performance.

I see my upper level really stress out with work load, at once i pity them but the other way round i admire them coz they are " super women", i really need to learn from them and alot more things i need to learn from them too, ppl tend to tell me working is not about learning if wanna learn go back to Uni and learn but to me working is half way learning half way performing and abit of observation will helps. i hope watever things that im doing right now are really in the right track.

' NEVER TOO OLD TO LEARN " this phrase is from my director and she gave it to me, i'm happy to have " super women" as my boss as she really lead me , teach me , guide me into the right way of solving problems.

BUT.... expectation from her and my MD must be high towards me ( I doubt) but of coz must be serious in working. im just worry i cant deliver wat they wan from me and disappoint them .

- c a r t-

Brand new Beetle... gosh... feel like owning this car.........but but but but financial... problem!!!!!!!!!!!

is good i change my mind not getting a car by this year... guess next year is a right time for me to sit and choose wat car i wan! hope i can get more $ by end of the year...!!!! anyhow tis is just a dream...

-c a r t -

smth tht i must share...

wow... awesome flash mob........

is me, and is all about me.( imitate PCK)

Ever since i working.. i got no time to go out social with my frens but only coll or working CP. i felt im kind da anti social.. hahah but no choice after work im very very tired.

Last friday, happy hour in the office with my boss and have a "off work" talk with her. and she told me and hint me alot of things and skill tht i need to do and apply in the office. of coz when i back home i will think twice and try to absorb it. and yes i felt it is tru that i need to beware of ppl around me, and i need to be motivated and aggressive in my work, love my job, love music.

I will always remember wat she told me as she is a " girl power" kind da girl and i kind da admire her working style. i know the $ that i get in the office is not really tempting but for the sake of i enjoy my work , i have no choice coz i love my job now, even non stop music everyday in office.

how can u get a working environment that allow u to blast music during working time and watch astro while working??? and even super casual to office???? but in the other hand i need to be extra good in controlling my spending power...

i've been saving alot compare to last time me... every week shop non stop but now i don even go shop and i prefer to stay at home... haha!!! mayb im old ad.... i need to save $ for my second car. Been running around kl and pj to check out cars but just tht duno why the mood is not there...!i think i will just wait until end of the year only get. now concentrate on my work.....!!!!

Now i understand why last time when i ask my fren out during weekdays and they refuse to come out yam char, it's becoz after work all of us ARE REALLY FUCKING TIRED........ hahaha

Before off to bed got to think wat need to be done tomorrow, and wake up need to re call back wat need to be done by today..... wonderful life..... but i have to accept and love it. haha

all the best to u working ppl out there.....

-c a r t-

daily random post

First i would like to ask wat is the definition of FRIENDSHIP? My answer to this question is :

1) Networkin

2) A member to party with , dinner with , or others...

3) A member that to share things with ( Depends on ppl)

BUT..... in real world.....FRIENDSHIP means:

1) Take advantage on u

2) Back steps u

3) Golden finger ( 金手指）- Betray u

4) Fake in front of u but behind you is other stories.

5) Stalked you in FB and then out there create stories.

6) and many more...... just cant think of any now as i just HATE tht kind da ppl now..!!! ( Solutions: Boycott)

Lately i really face some " drama" in my life, and i don like to be one of the actors in the " drama" so pls don involve me in. appreciate if possible stop telling me all the things, as if i know means im involve in. Why so frens are meant to be USED? ahaha where are all the boundaries? where are all the bother-lines? why human tend to take advantage on frens ? Just wonder why??

Any how i am done with my job as a frens, and this is how far i can go. So don expect more things from me... haha. sorry to said this but i have no choice to stay away from all this.

Second thing i wanna share that life is getting shorter and more risky as we can see the world is not healthy now, so i think u guys know wat i mean. As this is my thinking so now i just do wat i wan and do wat i happy with. Now i'll focus more on my work and i don fucking care wat is happening around me..... as long as i can get wat i wan and achieve my goals and im happy enough. The rest...... few words to them " FUCK U NO TIME, Entertain no MORE"

Commitment getter higher, so i need to work harder and impress my boss with my performance. although i know Friends are important to us, i used to place frens in my No2 list but no longer as some people are making me felt (_________). no words can key in. But some frens are really awesome to me.......and they are TRUE FRENS..... hugss.. muacks.... ( U know who u are). Love ya.

besides, found this song randomly and i inlove with it now...

12-katy b-hard to get by tiger2801

Enjoy it..... relaxing beat....

-c a r t -

1 Jun 2011 brand new start again

1 Jun 2011 is another brand new start for me.. from sales team transfer to marketing team and handling digital marketing........

Thanks to all the sales team ppl, u guys really help me out alot tough me alot of things and i do learn alot and see alot of things as well.. hahah. My manager really a good and nice person, honestly i never see tht kind da good manager before....he is AWESOME.. hahah

In sales team i see alot diff ppl and i see alot ppl with different thinking and diff point of view, so i need to use diff skills to approach them. but now in marketing team and i need to learn and apply different skills and knowledge. so is a hard time for me again for few months in order to get things up into the right track. scarify is a MUST in order to learn and pick things up quick. I dunno how long i need to take and how hard is this road, but i 've made this decision and i have to walk and move on.

again i have to start from 0 and learn all over again...!!!!!!

WISH ME LUCK my dear frens.........

-c a r t-

Judas..............

Sony Music_ Team Building

Wonderful.... nice view

This is the Pool

This is my Villa........ hahha abit scary but who cares.....

April 29 2011, Company org a team building in Sepang Gold Coast. Early in the morning need to reach office and make conference call with Aust Sony ( the CEO) and after 1 hour only depart from Mont Kiara to Sepang. and i don have the excited feeling as half of the company staff been OT_ing for Britney event in Zouk the nite before... untill 2 am morning. so kind da stress up and tired... so wat i can do is just SLEEP in the bus... hahah.

Din know that my label record ppl can really drink, in the Zouk itself 4 btls finished within 1 hour plus. and next day going for team building and at nite 3 btls finished also.. AWESOME

back to Team building, reach Sepang at 12 plus and st8 away check into the villa and head to the beach for games....... love it and felt warm with all my coll, crazy over the beach , laughter really makes every1 get closer....... haha.

Sepang Gold Coast is a nice place to go with family and also lover, coz very romantic but 1 thing that need to think twice which is the rate is super expansive. the villa im staying cost RM 1700 per night...but it's worth staying... relax and classy.

For sure i will be going again to chill and relax......

-c a r t-

i wish things can get right too......

sigh...... things din get it right and i really hope it can be alright.........

-c a r t-

my big day.......

Well.. im too old for this but i have no choice to wait around 1 yr only come to my big day in my life.. which is my graduations...... well honestly i totally no feel at all... Grad ar than grad lo.... coz is like way too long for me to wait for this moment, where im ad working for so long.

March 27 2011. Sunway Pyramid Convention Center, Victoria University ,2010 graduations ceremony held. Parents and relatives all came over and celebrate together.
Thanks to all my relatives for spending their times for my ceremony and also the " angpow" , plus my parents n sis and sis bf..... thanks alot!!!!

After few years of " hard work" finally i grad but with no excited feel. hahah just a peace of paper tht i received.. haha.



All the angpows and gifts from relatives and some one and some some one... hahaha



Ian _ My mom_ Dillon..... hahaha love this pic.
Fiona and cart......

David............ funny guy

this is all my classmates.. miss them so much...
Dillon _ cart.... thanks for ya present.
Ian..... thanks bro for coming....
my 2 cute cousin... love them
another cousin from mother side...... cute
Sis and bf... thanks sis for all the arrangement... thanks Alex for all the works.appreciate alot..


Fam Fam.......

My God Parents........











Lazy to type all the captions.. hahhahaha tht's it....

-c a r t-