Thanks to my family

Thank you sis , and my parents for the Early Bday Gift. I've received my first Bday gift from my family members and it is the present that i wanted for so long.. ha ha ha.......

Lately been telling my sis i wan to get a BB but she keep rejecting me from buying BB as she said not suit me and not good...... mayb she is used to Iphone so she don allow me to buy... but last few weeks suddenly she told me tht she is using BB now.... and i was like WTH kind da mood, and excited to borrow and play with it... who knows she came back with a full set of BB and tell me is my Bday gift from them ( parents and sis). i'm so excited tht time plus happy but just kind da lost using BB coz not use to it yet.

Anyhow, my first Bday gift in 2010 is from my family and is really useful for me.. haha!!!

Again thanks to my mom and dad and my sis.... love u guys.....

-c a r t-

Month of Xmas n Bday

It's the month of Xmas and my Bday..... and is Dec where ppls are looking forward for this mth as it is the holiday month....... every year of this month i will be super high and excited.. but this year..............it totally the different... i wonder why also...

i got no mood to celebrate my Bday and feel like running away from my Bday and also Xmas. To me now, Bday is just another normal day and Xmas also is just a day where all the family and frens gather...... This year im going to celebrate my Bday in Spore with my gang of frens... but before going ad spoiled my mood and making me to have tht kind da feeling to pull off and just stay in Msia....

Xmas is just ..... grh.....just dunno wat i wan for Xmas......mayb this year is just not my year la... according to the fortune teller.... and feng sui master......

-c a r t-

Flash Mob

Glam Street Flash Mob... ha ha ha i love it so much so enjoy tht day........ !!!

Mood status: D O W N

First week of NOV ended.. and i've waited something important that could change my entire life... but today is friday.. which means end of the week ad... got no calls from them got no news as well.. sigh.... how??? really in deep down sad mood.... guesss i just need to stick back to my old life.... no changes no challenges................

How do u feel when u need tht things so badly but end up which is not belong to u?? welll i think most of the ppl also had tht feeling before, so do i....

I really need to work harder to achieve wat i expect now.... pray hard as well......hope next month would be a better month for me or next year mayb??? Been kind da emo lately.... dunno wat the hell im doing and so fucking blur........ dreaming while driving, cant concentrate during work and also gym......... so BLUR....... and my desktop in my room finally " break up with me" after 11 yrs beside me......so i've been checking out Phones and Desktop lately.... but guess PC is more important compare to phones.... ha ha

-c a r t -

love the way you lie part II

Random....

Recently, im kind da bz with my event in PWTC which end up with sucky result where my management in the office messed up all the things......

It's really a hard and worse task im handling.... whole hall im controlling and is ALONE. it's really not an easy task. clients scold, give hell look and so on... also i need to smile back at them.... so this is actually a challenge for me also. It's pain in the heart but at least i learn smth where next event i can be more aware of and not gonna happen again. but after all is not my mistake to give them trouble just my management in not doing the right way and others just to cover up their ass...

Met alot new ppl, new frens and new network, some people really think their money is everything and is BIG enough to cover up ppl's mouth. and some humble clients really make me feel like learning and take them as role model... they really humble and frenly, unlike some idiots.

Harsh time is over and now i'm too free in the office, blogging and doing nth...... my colleague beside me is actually sleeping right now and the others watching drama and forum_ing. and i dunno wat to just blog.

Life is really challenging... i need smth more challenging and more motivation for myself....... wish i can get the offer ASAP, is year end and i need alot of $ by the time, sigh....... need to work part time to earn my extra pocket $ la....

Fren offer me a trip to China for FREE for my Bday present but dunno should i take it or not..... so guess i just let it be? humph China is not wat i wan... i prefer Aust, HK, Taiwan or Japan... hahah..

This year Bday gonna be different... as i don plan to do anything for my Bday but just a solo vacation for my bday and another tattoo as a gift for myself.....sounds pathetic? humph i also felt tht but i think i like it since not really happening in KL.... so mayb another RUNAWAY trip? hahah..... let's see how my financial goes......

-c a r t-