hey you... yes you you you

According to you
I'm stupid, I'm useless, I can't do anything right.
According to you
I'm difficult, hard to please, forever changing my mind.
I'm a mess in a dress, can't show up on time, even if it would save my life.
According to you. According to you.

But according to him
I'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head.
According to him
I'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted.
Everything is opposite,
I don't feel like stopping it,
so baby tell me what I've got to lose.
He's into me for everything I'm not, according to you.

And according to you
I'm boring, I'm moody, you can't take me any place.
According to you
I suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away.
I'm the girl with the worst attention span; you're the boy who puts up with that.
According to you. According to you.

But according to him
I'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head.
According to him
I'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted.
Everything is opposite,
I don't feel like stopping it,
so baby tell me what I've got to lose.
He's into me for everything I'm not, according to you.

I need to feel appreciated,
like I'm not hated. oh-- no--.
Why can't you see me through his eyes?
It's too bad you're making me decide.

According to me
you're stupid,
you're useless,
you can't do anything right.
But according to him
I'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head.
According to him
I'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted.
Everything is opposite,
I don't feel like stopping it,
baby tell me what I've got to lose.
He's into me for everything I'm not,
according to you. [you, you]
According to you. [you, you]

According to you
I'm stupid, I'm useless, I can't do anything right


AWESOME SONG, hahahahhh I LIKE IT.....just make me think of something.... ahaha! cool really cool!
- c a r t -

first thing that i achieve in 2010!

Jan 23, finally the things that i wan to do past few years and now finally i made it... haha sister ask me not scare? and to be honest... i go until tht place only i start to feel scare.! but when doing it... really... OMG... hahaha hand and leg sweating.....but after a while im alright with the pain coz... dunno why.. just felt nth ad canot feel my leg.. wakkaka

My mom just get blah blah blah from my grandma coz of this...... coz my mom let me do but my dad totally anti me doing but is ok since ad done.. hahha than just now grandma still blah blah blah on the phone when i talk to my mom ... shit man back hometown sure kena again!!

anyway im happy with this coz this is wat i wan for so long and now finally i got it! too bad my sis not with me when im doing it, cant share the moment with her.... !

wish i know how to take care la. alot things need to take care!!!! but food i don bother la as i don take seafood!

-c a r t-

Donation for Haiti, HELP Haiti with Love

Dear readers.... i'm here not to promote anything, im here to share something with u, recently everyone know about the Haiti disaster, so i really hope that we people that have roof, we have food, and we are safe...... and enjoy... do something to help them....

i know is kind da ridicules to post here.. but i wish that you people can help out and donate $ to them...

My mom is a member of Tzu Chi... so im actually helping my mom to collect donations, but if u guys would like to donate pls PM me, SMS me or call me... i will tell u how to do it.......

a original receipt will send to u!!!!!

Thanks for helping and appreciate it.!!!!

-c a r t-

the Recent ME...

First word is.. SIGH..... recently things doesn't so smooth, and Evelyn told me that 2010 is not a good year for all of us....... is better not to trust 100% but just a guide line for me la..... i do trust this but sometimes over trust is not a good thing.....

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Recently keep thinking back all the past things which make me felt, " Why such things can happened on me" and i don like it.....and i wish that i can turn back time and start all over again.!!! Just now suddenly miss my parents so just called them up randomly and talk to them....mom told me that my cousin's relative just pass away and she is only 40 ++, and mom said 人生无常 so appreciated our life and so i think that it's better to do what u feel like doing... just folo ur heart... do wat i wan! don bother anymore!!!! i hope that all the past that happened can just like wat TVB drama always said.... just wipe away.......but is hard i admit! 我要从生做人!!!! 唔烂叼搞你！！！！wow... so hard to type this... ahha!!!

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CNY just around the corner, and this year i felt sorry to my parents as i canot go back hometown to help them up and i canot earn extra $ for my own compare to last year.. but this year my job income is very low... unitll i cant even buy CNY shoes that i want! unlike last year.. just buy wat i wan...... but surprisingly i got no mood to shop at all this year... why ??? what the hell happen to CARTER? shopping wei....... but guess when really near to CNY only i will start shopping...

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I sometimes felt tht CNY is just a stupid festival that everyone gather and show off wat u've been doing this year.. especially my auntie uncle... boring........................ and sometimes frens too.... out gathering must show off wat they have what they are driving.... some are worse... show off LOVER... Sick of it! save it pls.!!!!!!

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This year CNY is smth new for me and my sis.... hahaa won mention wat is tht as no ppl interested to know also..! at first plan to go Thailand on the third day of CNY but end up only me and my sis who interested to go.. others ..... silent!!! On or not ON also i have no idea.!

CNY falls on Valentine days...... i don really wish this day to come as is a Nite mare for me.... guess i better stop hating this and tht else i'll become 牛精荣 hahaha!!!! anyway im going to celebrate with my family members... first time wei........ let's drink till i satisfied.. unlimited alcohol...................hope my God father will bring some nice White wine from the hotel.... too bad im drinking with all the OLD ones... and no songs provided...!

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better off to bed la... tomorrow having presentation and im still blogging at this time....... my life got this 2010 early mth is study work study work....!!!!! no FUN entertainment!!!!!!

-c a r t-

證嚴法師靜思語

混濁不清的水要等土石沉澱後，
才會呈現清淨的水面；
心要放下雜念，
才能取得智慧。

Wisdom can only be acquired when the mind is free from
entangled thought just as water would become clear when
sediment in muddy water settled down.

Quoted 證嚴法師靜思語

It's OuT!

It's out finally... hahaha Toni change alot le.....!!! prefer her with short hair... look SEXY!!!!!

The Mv is actually kind da awesome..... ahhaa the real life story!!!!

-c a r t-

呐喊- scream in the heart!!!

如果今天我不再想你
明天我不去回忆
那是因为我没了力气

如果昨天是一场游戏
离别是一首歌曲
那是叹息谱成的旋律

走跟你一直走到莫名的感伤
等等你一直等到凄美的绝望

寂寞在深夜排山倒海
你会不会再回来
眼泪让它流一个痛快
低吼的感慨一声狂飙的悲哀
沉默是心底最痛楚的呐喊

如果爱情是一种道理
我愿意循规蹈矩
贯彻我对你始终如一

如果我们之间生了病
就算是无药可医
也要挨到最后一口气

走跟你一直走到莫名的感伤
等等你一直等到凄美的绝望

寂寞在深夜排山倒海
你会不会再回来
眼泪让它流一个痛快
低吼的感慨一声狂飙的悲哀
沉默是心底最痛楚的呐喊

你给我的回忆太美满
最怕变成了信仰
离开是我唯一的方向
你早已不在你在也不会明白
再见是今生最痛楚的对白

Been looking for this song for sometimes... finally one of my fren sent it to me... haha love it! DIn know that Local singer got such nice voice! and he is the first singer in Msia come out with USB PenDrive Album.. which means his album is not a CD but is a USB Pendrive and it's Limited Edition......
This song is actually kind da similar like what im facing last year! but now is 2010... so just fuck tht off la.. hahahah!!!! Brand New Year rite... haha...!!!! is time to have a serious thinking about my future ! no more kiddo life!

-c a r t-

你给的“礼物”

很棒的一首歌。

你送给我的礼物真的很"特别" 你以为这是对的但是我可以告诉你，我会过得比你好。你曾经要我做回我自己 不要再为爱受委屈，可笑到想要你赔给我时间爱情有时廉价得可怜。 但是，过了这一夜我就全忘掉， 是你让我有这总的想法和决定。

To my fren who just broke up with lover, this is wat i wan to share with u!

-c a r t-

C for Cookies ! C for Carter!

C is for Cookies........ Monster... but someone said ......
C is for Carter....... Monster..........!!!!! hahah!!!!

-c a r t-