Wednesday, October 20, 2010

my dinner for this moment...



Introducing ... my new Dinner when im in Mid Valley.. ha ha coz only can get in Mid Valley. This is one of my favorite juice in Melb, but diff form Melb the flavor here, not much choice and wat i drink in Melb they don have it here.... u can actually add BOOSTER which only RM 2 for 3 types of Booster... kind da nice to drink. Celebrities Members can get 10% disc. so check out if u are Celeb members.


-c a r t-

Hot weather

Last Sunday, weather is too hot.. untill smth happened. see pics below and u know why.
I just light up the burner like how usually i light up and then went off to bed, but this time i really crazy... i wake up and than down to living watch series and than came up and shower than only i notice... my wall..... and the glass.. and get scolded from my sis , which i nearly burn down my house. gosh kind da scary also.. but thank god nth happen . just replace the glass and wash off the stain, and back to normal.

see how dark is this burner... canot fully remove the stain. sigh .. wasted my money
And the big big hole that crack.. i wonder how does this happen. got no idea.

the Burned stain on the wall, but luckily can wash off... else my head will be chop off from my dad.


no matter how hard i try to clean, yet still the same... sob soband this is after replace and clean up..........

Lesson learned , never burn this again when sleeping or smth.. just burn on the floor mayb.. LOL....... and im BANNED from using tht from my sis and some1...... so have to choice... got to find out other way ... MAYA is way too expansive ( the green flower).

-c a r t-


Saturday, October 16, 2010







Alot more pics to be upload. but im too lazy... so just randomly pick la....
Weather is freaking hot lately... wth wei...... air cond fully blast still felt hot in the room..... living room no air cond but yet cooling... guess i should sleep in living room......!

I've made my division for my career.. so i guess bad time is coming so i got to fight it back...

Mood really not good recently wonder why...... PMS mayb? LOL..wearing a fake mask everyday is really suffering... gosh..wish i can end this shit real soon.....

-c a r t-

Brielle

Saturday, October 09, 2010

your call.....




Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
x4
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

lost my direction

Recently, i've no idea wat m i doing. everyday same doing the same routine work everyday try to force myself to be happy n get into my job. im happy with my job, but i just don understand why i work in such company... sigh. i 've enough of all this shit that they gave me. working in an un-organize company is really killing me, i have to said i learn nth new, and now drop a huge " shit" let the down line clean up the shits... sigh... im stress with my job, i love my job but i hate the task, the management, toally... messed.

Telling myself to ignore all the shit and just continue to walk this journey but the road is getting more and more worse, cant see any benefits towards me. guess i should stop this and start a new journey before i get " KILLED". admit that im stupid, received others offer but i rejected as i though i can fight this " war" but too bad the "war" will only have " failure" rather then " success". so guess is time to let it go and walk a new road, parents been telling me to let go and stop doing " Charity", but i told them i still can fight for it.. too bad guess now it come to the end.

Hope wat ever things or decision that i made is correct. pray hard........ good bless pls.

There is smth missing in my life, but i have to face it as well.....missing someone that you know u cant get it is really........ *speechless* anyhow i still wanna tell u I MISS U .

- c a r t-