tired, stress, Fainted

been 1 week never really got a good sleep.... today finally i K O... somemore in Gym but no ppl notice... gosh else no face ad.. hahaha after gym went to change and suddenly whole body no strength and sit on the floor..... and head spinning round and round!!! gosh.... but luckily i manage to stand up again....... else ppl saw thought im crazy! after shower again... stars everywhere.. when i walk out and talk to my fren..... suddenly again... pening!!!! i cant stand it anymore after tht st8 away get into the car and rest for while..!!! gosh ! scary..... i need a good nite sleep... assign pls go away.. stress free pls..!!!!!! been sleepless for few nites and wake up early to go coll!!! oh my god!

today, call up all client and get scolded from them,... sigh.. this is reality world so no choice i have to listen and bear with it!!! ahhaha just treat they are singing to me!!!!!

Nite time after gym back home take a short nap than go bangsa with sis and cousin where she is leaving soon ..... been eatin non stop recently... need to cut down ad.............

VU Nite coming, and i still wondering wat to wear and wat m i suppose to perform!! really got no idea and no $ also!!!!

Long holiday this coming week....but... i don think it is a holiday for me... assign and exam are killing and taking all my time!!!!!!!! final year sucks!!!!!

-c a r t-

猜不透， 不懂到底要的是什么？

-c a r t-

another story of LIFE is a bitch!

how m i suppose to start??? humph!! every1 do have their own life..... and im that kind da person who don bother about ur life, coz tht's ya own life... but why do ppl wan to bother about others??? get ur own life pls.... stop bothering about wat's ppl doing now, who is his X, or XX or XXXXXX partner! u are not my love 1, if u are u got the right to know but u ARE NOT!!!!!!!

u wanan know my story or my life?? just come and look and ask me... ok i will tell u, but don BITCH behind me and come tell me.. someday i will prof it to u!!!! PAPARAZZI? wow!!!! since when im a celebrity? Paris Hilton? David Beckham? guess im Nick CARTER, and i need to copy LADY GAGA mv ad... paparazzi but i will come out with my own! " Paparazzi, POKE UR FACE"!

Just ask me if u wanna know my things don do extra work, wanan prof me smth? save it! no wondering recently keep on calling me keep on msg me....... hahah!!!! well im not a BITCH so i cant BITCH with u!!!!

Let me tell u smth here... i do have limitation, don over my limitations ok! think i will kind enough to invite u to join me club???? hahah!!!!! NOT IN THE LIST sorry! Guest list FULL! haha!

I din bother about u so pls don bitch my things ok.......... but thank you for making me like a celebrity with paparazzi around to bitch me! hahahah so happy!!!

Hey you, i got thing to tell u.........

FUCK U ASSHOLE! U DESERVE THIS FROM ME!

-c a r t-

things that keep in my mind!

Recently, i've been pushing myself to change back to the LAST TIME carter ( which is more frenly, not giving "hell look" to ppl, more patient, and won that easily get angry). but things just don allow me! i cant blame ppl i can blame environment, no ppl i can blame just to blame myself. i need to control my temper.... serious shit i need to..!

But, i wonder izzit my temper or wat.... i have a fren who kind da close with me when i first enter to Sunway Coll... she is frenly ( i guess) and sometimes helpful. Due to she is my senior, i been asking her to send me her assign as a reference coz i got no idea about it! i've been asking her like 1 mth plus ad but TOTALLY NO REPLY AT ALL..... m i invisible? humph.... MSN problem??? BZ? or smth? humph.... ok i ask her fren.. and her fren give me reply " Oh the assign is in my PC, but i need time to find it," tht's all !!!! since u are using ya pc izzit very hard to find it out???? guess this is call selfish! when they need helps im there for them, but now i need help, give me all kind da lame excuses! good..... take advantage on me??? ahaha is ok....... i earn credit!

Life is all about BITCH? well i guess Coll life need to be BITCH! guess i need to learn how to be bitch in coll!!!!! last week i borrowed my notes to " some1" photocopy and SOme1 said will return me when SOME1 finished photocopy, and today went to lecture, i ask for my notes, tht SOme1 said: " oh i din borrow from u, i din take ur notes not me!" AND THAT'S ALL...... than SOME1 just act nth and listen to lecture, but the poor boy ( me) just sit there without notes!!!!! and with frustrated mood!

I've learn smth today, whenever ppl borrow notes from me i will just said " oh the other of ya frens have it i need to use it" tht's it! else ppl think im a easy Bully kind da ppl? sorry to do this but i have no choice and don ever step my tail, frens who know me well they will know wat happen when ppl step my tail! ( gosh, m i suppose to change and erase this attitude?? need time)

Than, i got 1 fren who are facing groupmate problem. she receive a sms from her groupmate and she show it to me, n i read it, " sorry to said this to u but i don like ur attitude and u are very harsh to me, hope u don mind and change ur attitude" why the hell on earth this feller send this kind da sms to this girl? and did he think of himself when he sent out this sms? did he do work? did he contribute anything to the group? well let me tell u wat kind da ppl he is, Last sem he is my groupmember where don turn up for meeting and just giving me a lot of excuses that he is very bz, but i cant even see him in the lecture or class! AWESOME rite. and i ask him to do part of the assign he go called my other fren who in my group to do! now he comment about ppl's attitude. physical mentally retarded !

I really need to cool myself down...... i really on FIRE with all this kind da things! why is that real working life and coll life is diff? i've been working for sometimes but i din really over come with this, mayb i take my job seriously so i don mind ppl over step me but in coll coz we get the same benefits why must i let ppl over step me???

-c a r t-

Eason Concert in Sunway Lagoon

Eason....................

is tired to line up and take turns to go in..... buy expansive ticket also need to line up like tht.....

Eason Moving on Concert.....

Sunday 16 Aug, where my parents come visit me due to cousin Graduation. ( picture will upload once my sis give me all the picture when she free) . after my parents went back home, than st8 away i back home and change than go for Eason Concert..... i not really into him but his songs not bad also, kind da enjoy the concert... hahaha but stand for 3 hours plus..... worse than clubbing! hahahaha

-c a r t-

this second time around

Oh oh oh yeah
Babe

Last time I thought we had this talk
Boy you were getting ready to leave
I thought that baby you were done
Cause for a while you could barely look at me

This time I thought that we`d be fine
That I`d forget the things that you said
I tried crossing out your words

But baby you can not forget the past
Oh oh oh oh babe
Can not forget the past
Oh oh oh oh, Still baby (Babe)


I’m so unpredictable
you don’t know what to think
So unemotional
Wonder if I’m even still in love
You see
I don’t know what to tell you now
It's always harder the second time around

I'm so unpredictable
Just like you used to be
So unemotional
Boy I can't forget the way you were with me
I don’t know what to tell you now
It's always harder
the second time around

the second time around

We tried going back to Joe’s
That always was our favourite place
Long rides baby by the coast
Do you remember where we stayed

Last time we where hanging out
You were acting kind of strange
Now it’s the second time around
I’m sorry now it’s me that feels this way
Oh oh oh oh babe
(My heart just speaks to me)
Its me that feels this way
Oh oh oh babe

I now you are the one that is hurting

I’m so unpredictable
You don’t know what to think
So unemotional
Wonder if I’m even still in love
You see
I don’t know what to tell you now
It's always harder the second time around

I'm so unpredictable
Just like you used to be
So unemotional
Boy I can't forget the way you were with me
I don’t know what to tell you now
It's always harder
the second time around

I`m not sure the best way to say this
But I can’t pretend to love you no more babe
This ferris wheel`s got me crazy
Maybe the second time around is not meant for us babe
Not meant for us babe hey-yeah!

I’m so unpredictable
You don’t know what to think
So unemotional
Wonder if I’m even still in love
You see
I don’t know what to tell you now
It's always harder the second time around

I'm so unpredictable
Just like you used to be
So unemotional
Boy I can forget the way you were with me
I don’t know what to tell you now
Its always harder
the second time around

I’m so unpredictable
You don’t know what to think
So unemotional
Wonder if I’m even still in love
You see
I don’t know what to tell you now
It's always harder the second time around

I'm so unpredictable
Just like you used to be
So unemotional
Boy I can forget the way you were with me
I don’t know what to tell you now
It's always harder
the second time around

The second time around

-c a r t-

WHO?

Tanya new song..... very her style... haaha!

-c a r t-

爱多少早知道

cant really get into my dream... suddenly this song came into my playlist...kind da old i know but it's still a very meaningful song for me!!!!

认识你像玩高空弹跳,拉着你我爱的距离忽大忽小,也许认识我的时候你就知道,你对我的爱有多少
我再也不会抱着你聊,聊那些以前以为有的未来对你说的话现在想起来多可笑!!

Insomnia.... cant sleep... sigh!!!

-c a r t-