the big big change

it's been sometimes i stop writing, and i don have much time to spend at home... morning working, after work then gym or sometimes back home rest.. than nite time online for while and sleep. everyday doing the same things, weekend just stay at home clean house and sunday sometimes hangout with frens.....

Ever since i grad and step into working world i felt that 24 hours sometimes nt enough for me....but sometimes i hope time can run faster.

Frens one by one leaving me, working, study.... and im stil in malaysia. sigh... but is ok i got to learn and over come all this....but sometimes i felt that alone at home is fun... no ppl disturb me, just sit in front of Pc and TV, enjoying my life...

working is really really not as fun as i though, stress pressure and others making me realllyy... crazzzyyyy.... and i really must learn how to be cruel and strong, enough of letting ppl take advantage on me.... no more mr nice guy.

Last month, i sprain my backbone and until today still pain, is really hard for me to go gym and move around... acting like an old uncle walk like an old uncle... sigh... when only it can recover... been taking alot alot of diff medicine but still canot fully recover, sigh......

Although i'm facing the big changes in my life, but im happy with it and i can learn and grow from this situation.

-c a r t-

爱情荒

He is always my all time favorite singer... ha h ah a.. just love his songs.......... but dunno where to download.. sigh...

-c a r t-

Just for u......

i MISS u.......

Mmm
Hmm

You by the light is the greatest find
In a world full of wrong you're the thing that's right

Finally made it through the lonely to the other side

You said it again
My heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark

And I
I
I'm in love
(I'm in love)
And I
I
I'm terrified for the first time and the last time in my only life
Life

This could be good
It's already better than that
And nothing's worse than knowing you're holding back

I could be all that you needed if you let me try

You said it again
My heart's in motion

Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark

And I
I
I'm in love
And I
I
I'm terrified for the first time and the last time in my only life

I only said it 'cause I mean it
Oh
I only mean it 'cause it's true
Ooh

So don't you tear what I've been dreaming 'cause it keeps me up
It holds me close whenever I'm without you

You said it again
(You said it again)
My heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
(Every word feels like a shooting star)
Oh
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark

And I
I
I'm in love
(I'm in love)
And I
I
I'm terrified for the first time and the last time in my only life
Life
Life

In my only life

-c a r t- * heart u*

just the way u are.... and u are amazing

When I see your face there's not a thing that I would change
Because you're amazing just the way you are
And when you smile the whole world stops and stares for awhile
Because girl you're amazing just the way you are

-c a r t-

love the way u LIE

just love the way u lie... ha ha ha .....



-c a r t-