Monday, January 12, 2009

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If i don't get to know you, if i don't choose to start with you, many things might be still the same now, and i still can be the happy leekoon as before...
But because of you, many things are different now... I cannot turn back to what i used to be before...
I choose to start with you maybe already a mistake, but i didn't choose to end immediately and still continue with this relationship is the biggest mistake...maybe this is my fate...
You'r the one who bring me to the heaven, but now you also the one who bring me to the hell... Why you have to destroy what you'd bring to me??
Now i still feel pain when read your message, heard the songs that we listened together in your car, the place we went together, the movie we watched together, the moments we spent together....
I don't know what i'm doing everyday now...I don't know how many times i did cried for you,it countless....
I feel hurt, feel sad, cos i never thought will lose you one day...
Can i choose to don't love anymore, cos my heart feel very very pain, feel like dying soon, but i still can't learn to put you down...


- Lee Koon-