T0day it's my first day of holiday... normally.. when the exam not yet end... i ad in holiday mood but this time things change.........im totally into exam mood.. never think of wat should i do after exam.... work? holiday? hang around do nth?????
It's like the feeling it's not there and it's not right as well...
Tuesday!!! Swensen earthquake day!!!!!! ...... ice cream it's the only things tht can make me happy easily, but it's no longer working.!!!! while waiting for frens in LCCT i ate Mcd Ice cream, after exam after Lunch, ate Connetto, nite time Swensen ice cream... yet....... 1 day eat 3 times of icecream but it's seems like.... not working at all.!!!!!! Wat happen to me???
Life sometimes are ridiculous, i dunno wat i wan now, i dunno wat m i doin now,!!!!i'm just follow wat ppl tells me wat ppl shows me to do..............things goes wrong since some incident happen, but that's over! now im still facing it, soon again i will face it.!!!!! the Same old problem.....
it's so so so so so so so suffering, sometimes just feel like being alone in the room. it's really helps but BORED and Lonely! feel like express it to frens, but wat i get from them it's.... some Entertaint kind da look to me! when ever ppl need me im there for them but when i need them where are them???? mayb i think too much but... i learned alot alot of things tis year! after shifting out staying with sis, we must be strong, dont ever let any1 Over Steps us. Ppl who try to harm me, pls save it.. wont work.!
Stress.................. family, Study, Frenships, Personal things.. all this are killing me softly and slowly! my face full of pimples recently!!!! stree.ssssss.s.s.s.s.s.s.s
Dont understand why sometimes things tht we dowan and dont wish to have it or dont wish to happen and it HAPPENED!!!!! is this part of the theory in our life??? " the more u expect the more u disappointed" ya i argee with tis! or when u wan this things happen it just move away!! Awesome !!!!
I need to breath some fresh air.!!!!! i'm tired, im sick, im destoryed, im NOTHING........ my sense of direction in my life are blank now..!!!!
Pray hard tht things will change ........... i wan a new life...... i'm wrong tht i choose not to go Aust !!!!! I'm totally WRONG>>>!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
-[c a r t]-
-__-
