update my blog

It's been long time i don even bother to log in my blog... haha well..... i might be a little bit lazy or some times just..... don feel like.

Well first thing first.... sorry to see Japan cases, hope things will go well real soon.... Pray for them pls. got a feeling the world gonna end soon... so just do wat u feel like doing, and for my self.... well i ad learned to " look wider" and think positive. watever happened i ad don give a shit... hahah wat i wan to do now is just enjoy my life and spend time with my love ones.

Next 2 weeks is my graduations ceremony but i just... don have the excited or high feeling coz i've been working for months going to 1 yr soon. parents all bz with my graduation but i don really bother to think about it... wat i bother now is my job now...

ever since i join this company... i totally no time to go out with frens no time to " snake" and even no time for family.... when parents came over to visit me, im working for Jay Chou concert. and both days also im working.

Life changed when i join this company.... let me tell u wat izzit.

Early morning wake up, shower and get prepare to work, than visit retails, than gym, than , dinner, and after tht home than ZZZZZ everyday same routine. boring.... but of coz... a positive side also la.... i get to meet all the artist, happy hours, events, and album launch... kind da interesting..... ahhah just very TIRED..

Due to the BZness and stressness.... my face now like shit... lack of sleep and rushing here n there.... so i just don bother... just let it be la.... since world going to end real soon. hahahahhaa

well today received a cup cake from Misha Omar's agent. haha kind da funny but yet is smth special to me.... looking forward for the coming months... where Britney album coming out in Msia and album launching will be in_____( haha guess).and i cant wait for tht.... wana party...!!

-c a r t-

just......... love her

I can be tough, I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all
There's a girl that gives a shit
Behind this wall you just walk through it

And I remember

All those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
Right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

(Chorus)
Damn! Damn! Damn!
What I'd do to have you here, here, here
(I wish you were here)
Damn! Damn! Damn!
What I'd do to have you near, near, near
(I wish you were here)
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/a/avril_lavigne/wish_you_were_here.html ]
I love, the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say it like it is
And the truth, is that I really miss

All those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
Right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

(Chorus)
Damn! Damn! Damn!
What I'd do to have you here, here, here
(I wish you were here)
Damn! Damn! Damn!
What I'd do to have you near, near, near
(I wish you were here)

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I, never wanna let go
Let go oh oh (x2)

(Chorus)
Damn! Damn! Damn!
What I'd do to have you here, here, here
(I wish you were here)
Damn! Damn! Damn!
What I'd do to have you near, near, near
(I wish you were here)

It's just make me....... tears..... sigh........!!!!! avril is always my big times lover.. hahah love her so much... cant wait to go back office on monday to see her CD on my desk... !!!!

Remember when I cried to you a thousand times
I told you everything
You know my feelings
It never crossed my mind
That there would be a time
For us to say goodbye
What a big surprise

But I’m not lost
I’m not gone
I haven’t forgot

[chorus]
These feelings I can’t shake no more
These feelings are running out the door
I can feel it falling down
And I’m not coming back around
These feelings I can’t take no more
This emptiness in the bottom drawer
It’s getting harder to pretend
And I’m not coming back around again
Remember when…

I remember when
It was together ‘til the end
Now I’m alone again
Where do I begin?
I cried a little bit
You died a little bit
Please say there’s no regrets
And say you won’t forget

But I’m not lost
I’m not gone
I haven’t forgot

[chorus]
These feelings I can’t shake no more
These feelings are running out the door
I can feel it falling down
And I’m not coming back around
These feelings I can’t take no more
This emptiness in the bottom drawer
It’s getting harder to pretend
And I’m not coming back around again
Remember when…

That was then
Now it’s the end
I’m not coming back
I can’t pretend
Remember When

[chorus]
These feelings I can’t shake no more
These feelings are running out the door
I can feel it falling down
And I’m not coming back around
These feelings I can’t take no more
This emptiness in the bottom drawer
It’s getting harder to pretend
And I’m not coming back around again

Do i really have to do this if things goes worse??? well....... sigh..... i just cant make up my mind right now.................just sing out my heart...... sigh.. damn

- c a r t -