An unsatisfied day....

Wednesday 29 April. Today my class end at 1230pm. kind da early so plan to go for hair cut in Ikano and after tht go see houses and Condo.

After class i st8 away Fly my car to frens house pick him up since he wanna go with me. than st8 away to Ikano. Reached there ad since it's still early my fren decided wanna eat lunch, so i teman him and eat after tht go cut hair. Suddenly heavy rain, kind da cooling... hahhaa

After hair cut i thouhg got time for me to go see houses since few agents called me up ad. so plan to see Damansara area, dint expect my fren meet up his client untill 5pm. so everything changed, my plan changed, agent been calling me to go but i last min reject them.... felt kind da bad lo..... sure the agent piss at me.. haha. end up i go myself without the agent, wat i can see is only outside but not inside the condo... sigh... wish to see how does it look like so i can tell my dad when im going back. TOO BAD.................. but i guess Condo in Tropicana still ok la........

Im still considering should i go check out KEN III? alot feedback from my frens said tht KEN III is not worth to buy and tht place is kind da Dark and not safe.... i don really know much about ss2 area.. wat i know about ss2 is FOOD......... wakkakaka!!!!

Oasis in Ara Damansara??? got no idea about it.........Beverly Resident is wat i wan.. but it's Fuc*ing expansive..... don think i got the chance to stay there... hahaha....can see canot stay.... sigh...!!!!

Where else got average Condo for me to buy??/ not too low cost yet not too High end...... i'm poor cant afford high end condo.........

-c a r t-

my last weekend! 25/04

Cart in Genting's Mamak!

25/04, Sat. suppose to attend my fren's bday celebration in Cheras, due to my block teaching on Sunday morning, so i decided to stay at home and rot and grow mushroom. Suddenly XF lou poh and Roy called said wanna go Genting at nite. So they tag me along to genting around 10pm.

Reached there around 11pm , as usual the first place to go in Genting is TOILET.. hahaha than we went to a Mamak in Genting to yam char since my Lou Poh not yet eat, after tht meet up all my frens in the mamak and together go Casino ( the place i don really enjoy coz i don like gamble) and chill and walk.

Awhile later me and Darren decided to go Starbucks for a drink and crap there, end up no place for us to sit, so have to go Old Town and yam char. The weather there are much more nicer than KL, it's so so so hot recently, but genting is so cooling.

That nite i really don enjoy much, dunno why my mood just swing like tht. some more im not driving, haha!!!! end up whole nite sitting in Old Town, with my broken sweater. sigh

Wanted to get a new sweater but then all also expansive, the 1 i love cost me Rm 499 for Club Monaco and the other 1 is RM 399 CK. but my bank account is not having Surplus, is Deficit le. plus im jobless now. have to wait next month only got job for me, too bad sales is over by tht time.! sigh

Saturday noon time. Evil Darren ask me out for Loreal Warehouse sales in Park Royal. i assume that it will be worse than last year the crow, but it's the other way round, or mayb im late ad lo.. i don need to wait for my turn to go in, wat i did is just walk in the hall and grab and pay than back.! it's so smooth ahhaa, this year Carter very good boy, only spend 3oo plus, not like last year wit my sis, spend 800 near 900. but this is im good boy! hahaha

Though can be good boy, but end up chilling in Pavilion with Darren. Hang out in starbucks and crap there... hahaha. after chilling both of us just walk around. End up, i grab smth back again... sigh..... but weird tht why mom din scold me when i told her i bought this and tht.! hahaha weird! but i will pay dad bck when i got my $ back.! ahhah

More picture will be uploaded when i get all the pics from Darren... haha kind da lazy to bring camera out sometimes.

-c a r t-

i'm gonna throw my love around, and Smack into you!

She has the power with every move she makes
To turn my eyes and to turn my fate
To be here, to be here
But i am a liar
The promises i've made have broken down with my broken way but i'll be here,
i'll be here

And as long as i am
I'm gonna throw my love around

I see all the people with broken hearts
In an unfriendly world who cares who you are?
And it's not fair, they don't care
But you are here for me
I am part of the life you're leading
So i won't move without you

I'm gonna throw my love around

I'll be what i have to
I'll be what i have to be


Randomly found this singer Jon McLaughlin, his voice is so nice..!!! been playing non stop ..... so nice but couldn't manage to download this song, still looking around.. haha

Tis is another song that he duet with Beyonce, but guess Beyonce got sing tis song also. but yet i still prefer Jon McLaughlin. his voice is so nice, just like James Morrison. hahaha


- c a r t-

Emotion Sickness

a Cool song tht i like!!! ENJOY it!

-c a r t-

I did it for LOVE! gosh!!!!

yeah... she look hot.... hahahaha another new English song from her album.... nice!

-c a r t-

Ana's song (open Fire)

Please die Ana
For as long as you're here we're not
You make the sound of laughter
and sharpened nails seem softer
And I need you now somehow
And I need you now somehow

Open fire on the needs designed
On my knees for you
Open fire on my knees desires
What I need from you

Imagine pageant
In my head the flesh seems thicker
Sandpaper tears corrode the filth

And I need you now somehow
And I need you now somehow

Open fire on the needs designed
On my knees for you
Open fire on my knees desires
What I need from you

And you're my obsession
I love you to the bones
And Ana wrecks your life
Like an Anorexia life

Open fire on the needs designed
On my knees for you
Open fire on my knees desires
What I need from you
Open fire on the needs designed
Open fire on my knees desires
On my knees for you

Dunno why suddenly found this song in my old hard disk. hahaha miss this song. while i guess this song is way back when im in st6 i guess....

-c a r t-

stress, depress, pressure...

It's been month i'm stressed, depressed, and pressured. I really dunno wat m i suppose to do, what m i suppose to think and act. wat i can do is everyday gym, make myself busy, read books and blast songs to relax.!!!!!!!

By looking at my outlook u might think im ok and happy but actually inside my heart... tht's alot problem i need to solve, or mayb i think too much or smth! i need to sort it out ASAP. else i will turn into a mad person. i've consult a herbalist, he told me to relax myself act and do wat i wan don bother about others. but how can i do this? i cant do this at all, he said if i still stress myself sooner later i will collapse. but how m i not stress??? not pressure?? Family? frens? now PLUS my STUPID NEW HOUSE MATE, i really going to explore... im really looking forward for a long holiday a free and super free holiday.without any stress or interruption. no fear. but this will never happened on me as Financial problem are hunting me down now.!

i wan a own house where everytime back from coll or working, i got my own private place to relax and chill but now wat i had is after class or work just stay in the room. tht's it. nth i can do. online, watch series, doing nth in the room tht's all.! i dowan this kind da life......

Recently im finding my way to relax myself but it seems like nth can work. haha!!!!! guess im very hard to LAYAN... hahah!

Understand that every1 do face problem but i really dunno how to handle my problems.....the problem im facing is worse than handling a LOVE problem... haha!
Pray hard that everything will be alright soon. and i really wanna move out from here!!!! Pray hard!!!!!

-c a r t-

i just don understand!!!!

i've been staying in this house for 1 yr plus, everything goes fine and nothing happen untill my car stole by my housemate who study in The One Academy. After that everything goes wrong.

i Guess this house really " DIRTY ", especially the Master bedroom. Every1 who moved in also acting weird. i really duno what happen to tht room!

Now this new house mate, he really weird to us, really very very weird. don understand wat im trying to tell him, and he even wan to fight with me. ask him don wear shoes in the house he insist wan to wear it. ask him don block my parking he insist wan to do it?
Guys i need ur opinion, do u think this feller same gang with tht Idiot who stole my car? today he just peep me from his window when out and back from dinner. i really afraid that same thing happen again!!!!! i realy wanna move out from here... any1 pls help me to find houses in PJ area pls pls pls..... i dowan to stay in such a pressure house and stress house also. i will go crazy if continue like this.

HOW COME IN THIS WORLD GOT SUCH PEOPLE WHO JUST LIKE A BULL DON LISTEN TO PPL??? AND HOW COME IN THIS WORLD GOT SUCH " MONEY FACE" LANDLADY???

She told my housemate that this new boy very good boy and listen to his mom 1. FUCK La i tell u tht guy who stole my car is much more INNOCENT than this guy, end up how??? drive my car like no body business!

Haih, why such LOW CLASS people will appear in my life and disturb my life?? haih

-c a r t-

Services tht provided in Msia!

wake up as usually to go coll... when my fren pick me up from my house and about to reach coll.. suddenly some1 called on the phone, who is the TMnet ppl .

My connection recently down and not stable, though is the port problem, so end up i've been calling Tm Net service center for few days. and i been waiting for so so so long on the phone i really dunno know how much i spend on waiting the call..... sigh!!!! Telekom Malaysia still dare to claim themselves as " M'sia leading Communities service" PUKE, no such thing at all.......

Today i waited on the phone and talked to them on the phone for 1 hour and 15 mins...... my phone bill are really CHUN..... my dad so gonna sound me . Plus i just get a new modem since TM ppl said my modem rosak!!! haih... no $ lo this month... JOBLESS, and JOBLESS!!!!!!!!!

and now finally i can online.... i asked the customers service ppl izzit really tht busy untill no ppl can answer the call or they just wan to make more $ from keeping me waiting on the line..?????


plus the voice in the Customers service are so so so LOW QUALITY, gosh.. sometime loud sometimes soft........ totally no quality control!!! plus tht girl talk like wanna sleep or wanna die like tht...... gosh.. make me so sleepy while waiting for my turn! !!! sorry Tm Net or Telekom Msia.... u SUCKS!!!!

-c a r t-

Collide!!!!!!

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide

-c a r t-

a bad and dull life day.....frustrated as well

Dunno what happen today my luck damn bad... sigh i think someone curse me mayb.. hahahah

Early in the morning my stupid Housemate wake me up with her SUPERB alaram tones, the alarm rang for 30 min but she couldn't wake up, end up im the 1 who wake up. it's only 7.30am and i need to wake up. FINE my class start at 930am so is ok with me to wake up early to get ready.

Second thing happen in coll where i did my assign. last nite before i went to bed. so i can sure i SAVED it before i shut off my laptop. So this morning when having my Breakfast in WHITE i on my laptop and check my assign. end up all the works that i did yesterday nite GONE, i really shock and turn my mood down. So i think of try to use SYSTEM RECOVERY to help out. Luckily it's helps and my assign is back to my laptop. gosh... scary.......

Third thing which is the most HEARTACHE . I LOST MY DOPOD BLUETOOTH EARPHONE where i got it from Spore.... haih... cant found it in Msia. so sad....haih.. i check the price for the Bluetooth, and it cost me Rm600 plus... my heart are really really ache now... and my wallet also PECAH now... need to get a new Earphone ASAP. I drop it in the gym locker and after tht i din notice i just go off, haih.... so stupid la me... what m i thinking tht time... can some1 pls slap me when u see me(JOKING ok)next time... haahaha . i totally got no mood to workout today, i told my sis that i dowan to workout today so both of us only go gym for 30 min than shower and go check out all the Bluetooth earphone.. haih.... sad sad sad...... it's been so many years with me now suddenly without HIM..... so sad! i ad very broke, now even more BROKE....

Lastly, which is my Stupid New House mate..... he's the coolest among all coz he got no brain, i dunno what the hell he is doing and i dunno what he is la... 1 word to describe him.... "WEIRD"
Every morning he will boiled water. let me tell u guys how he BOILED... we are staying in an advance country, there is a thing call Elec. Boiler, but he use gas to boiled it and the he just leave it there and went up to do his things.

Is not the first time i help him to off the gas coz got once happened that the whole house SMOKED and very HOT, so i went to the kitchen and check out, is him tht IDIOT who din turn off the GAS and just don give a shit on it. so i told my other housemate about this incident, my other housemate told me that she also off the gas for him for sometimes ad... i really dunno he got brain or not i dowan to DIE in his HAND ..... wat if TOUCH WOOD la, house on fire so who gonna bear all the responsible? who gonna pay me back all my losses? and FUCK the LADY OWNER, u wan money?? i BURN U MONEY. she don even bother to clean and look after this house. FINE , HERE IM TELLING U c*B**I OWNER, im so not gonna help u to look after this house and i'll just leave it and let u see how GOOD u are and do u really respect us? She is so money face, every month will sms me to ask me bank in for her, as if i will RUN away with the Small amount of money.!!! gosh so frustrated when received her msg.!

BAD luck ar... pls go away.... i really wan to have a good day le.... no more ASSIGN dateline pls, no more SMALL TEST... so fucking stress..s.s..s.s.s.... and i really need to breathe, pls give me some space to breathe to live....

P/s: give me money as well.. wakkakakak!!!!

i guess i wrote too much... mayb i just finished writing 1 full report, so alot things to crap... anyway nite nite la.......

-c a r t-

Better.........

Suddenly felt this song is nice... hahaha

well....... recently im having Sem Break. and my life my day are much more relax... but only for 1 week after 1 week i guess will be busy like Bees again... hahaa!!! assgin alot..... gosh.!!

Today went out with mom for the whole day....morning untill evening only back.... went to service my car than went to ask for the price to paint my car..... after tht back home lunch with dad and go out again.... hahaha. after lunch went Tesco with mum to buy fruits than high tea with mom and my aunty... hahaha ..... felt im like an old man with no stress to worry about today...... but now im alone in Starbucks online. sob sob.!!!!!!

- c a r t -